Friendzoned Again

This empty space behind me, trying to make sense
Fate is now behind me, learning to fake it
Tomorrow comes at sunrise, future no longer grey
No longer will I lie awake when I get too much to take

I know what's left to find
Here to find yourself
I'd tell you but I'm too scared
Here to find a way

I'll lose myself and stay

With every breath I take
This one decision is keeping me
Buried until the bitter end
And every time I break down
In an instant I'll find myself
Buried until the bitter end
And I'm gonna find the lies between these lines

Tear me to my bones and skin
Until I find myself again
Tear me to my bones and skin
This vessel is pulling me back in

I'm gonna find you someday
Help me find my peace of mind
I will survive what's left
I will find what's left inside
I'm gonna find you someday

What I've gone through today
And where tomorrow goes
When will we meet again?