For Anyone Still Wondering

Waiting for you to come undone
Wait for, wait for, wait til you find what's washed ashore

I’m gonna find my way, rewind to yesterday
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I’m gonna find my way, to erase this vacant frame
I'm not okay

I'm starting out to see, the regression of dead leaves
In the spring I will be moving on
You left me, you left me to
The delusions kept in my own head

Above the clouds, feelings aloud
With no remorse, they drag me down
I'm growing greener now, I know exactly what this means for you
I know you're not okay
As darkness falls, I beg to stay
You are the best mistake that I ever made

We weigh too much on broken wings
The stars will fade, but not today
Erode the coast, and dragg the roots away
I know you're tired, so come to me

In a place I'll never tread, and I'm losing my head but
I never said I’d stay
And these lights in front of my eyes are blinding
But I never said I’d stay
You're name on my phone just makes me want to cry
But I never said I’d stay
And never have I felt so bad I just want to die
But I never said I'd stay