Free Fall

[Verse 1]
Recondition me to think that I'm nothing really special
Wonder why I'm always sinking every time I try to swim
Disrupting my beliefs and many countless nights awake thoughts
Changing me to negative like everything is grim
Lord forgive me 'cause I told you I was thankful
And here I am complaining I don't mean to sound ungrateful
I'm feeling happy and sometimes it lasts for days
And in a mood I'll change and everything'll fade away
Like a ill play somewhere in the second act
Stupid character of everything is slowly building back
With a deep dry hole need a rope to climb out
Unfulfilled goals and I'm too busy to chase god
Too confused to compete with feelings of self doubt
On the sidelines with popcorn hoping it all pan out
A whole lot of- whole- a whole lot of drive
The audience has gotta want the main character to survive

[Hook]
Take a leap with me I'm fading
I just hope we all free fall
If we're living our dreams
Or whatever that means
Till we hit the concrete
Total recall, free fall
We're, we're living our, living our
We're, we're living our dreams
We're, we're living our, living our
We're, we're
Free Fall

[Bridge]
I don't want you to think I'm not afraid because I am
I'd explain myself but kept it inside
The way you never seem to give a damn

[Verse 2]
No more love sometimes all I see is fakin'
[?] 'cause we are not afraid to fall
You though you knew me but I guess you were mistaken
Control my living there's no way you could it all
If fate were a sea of being dead or drown
With that anti-me shit falling out your mouth
Spin me out and double down with doubt
You feeling like a knife block, stabbed in the back so many times
Got holes and deception, anti-everything social skills
Fuck bust somebody just want a connection
Well I can be the blue you don't need a parachute
You just need a little love and attention
You don't have to have a clue or know what the fuck to do
Find peace when we yearn for ascension

[Hook]
Take a leap with me I'm fading
I just hope we all free fall
If we're living our dreams
Or whatever that means
Till we hit the concrete
Total recall, free fall
We're, we're living our, living our
We're, we're living our dreams
We're, we're living our, living our
We're, we're
Free Fall