I fought the world
And so many times I believed I could beat it
And so many times I believed I could find the words
And so many times I believed I could really live by myself only relying on me
All my life, I've been waiting for a lie to excuse my pain
Suck it up, suck it up, suck it up, sucker !
One day I'll awake and I'll become
The result of my desire
On the day I learned to forget everyone
I forgave myself and my whole world
Now everything is cold
I feel alive and I'm upset
Scared to see that I'm not dead
I'm not afraid anymore
Not to survive without myself
I love to read within yourselves
There will be rainy days
One day I'll awake and I'll become
The result of my desire
On the day I learned to forgive everyone
I forgot myself and my whole world
Now everything is cold
On the way to honesty
I am not allowed to pretend again
(My everything is now so cold)
I'll hold on to faces I see
Everything is now so cold
I'll hold on to faces I see