Edmond

Five'o clock in the mornin'
I'm here, but already gone
I dreamt, awake, I saw my whole life flying away
And I heard this voice humming this melody, again
I look at you, for the last time
And your face is gone
I just want you to know that it's not your fault, not at all
I put on my clothes, I walk out, it's rainin'
Oh no, I guess it's sunny, actually, and I'm thinking of my father
Will I make the same mistakes ?
Where is my free will ?
I drank it yesterday
Learning from my shame
I try to walk away
Buried in myself
I blew it all away
I waited, waited for my help
To save my soul today
Buried in yourself
You blew it all away
You waited, waited for my help
To save your soul today
Ok. I think this time, it's for good. It's real
I'm not my father, I'm not my mother, I am me, I'm bored
I don't wanna die without scars, I want to grow up, not to grow old
And the moon is showing me the way to wisdom, as I'm singing this again
This is my free will
I threw it up here today
Laughing at my shame
I'm just walking away
Buried in myself
I blew it all away
I waited, waited for my help
To save my soul today
Buried in yourself
You let me go away
You waited, waited for some help
I saved my soul today