“Forsaken is about when you convince yourself that you are not deserving of love ever or that you will never heal, and so you push people away as a default defense-mechanism. It was something I absolutely experienced when I was new to dating my boyfriend after being hospitalized for mental illness i...
[Verse]
Would you love me still if I was hospitalized?
Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize
And then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw
I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored?
Fuck, I’m breaking down and become my own storm
Sorry to be confusing, I’m just losing parts of myself
With a kiss of my hip, oh I feel like I’m floating
Then push you away when it feels all consuming
Obsessed and depressed, I don’t know what I’m choosing
Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over
It’s not like I felt like this would be forever
Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors
[Pre-Chorus]
Please don’t think that I’m trynna be so aloof
It’s not on purpose you would know it if I could
Insane rainy days like a burst of shame
[Chorus]
Burst down, it’s the person you chose
Lock down, I’ll defend all my wounds
Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway
Duck low, it’s a crazy behavior
I know I can’t make you my savior
But all that I’m asking is you please forsake me
Please forsake me, my love
Ooh yeah
Forsaken was written by Madi (EDM).
Forsaken was produced by GANZ.
Madi (EDM) released Forsaken on Fri Feb 21 2020.