TRIGGER WARNING: 5150/su*cide
“Down is the sensory experience of my psychiatric hold, after an attempt to take my life in 2018. My visit, for a multitude of reasons, was incomprehensible; being discharged and able to go home felt like a rescue mission. The song touches my difficulty perceiving the...
[Verse 1]:
I can still hear myself
Being carried away by an ambulance
I can still hear you say to me
That you don’t love me anymore
Oh, I can still taste the black
It coats my throat, soaks my tears
Pray now, pray now
The man next door is screaming
‘Cause he don’t know his brain no more
[Drop]
[Verse 2]:
I can still feel the war
That is brewing around the dinner meal
All my friends, they’re infused
With an ego as big as an “artist deal”
Oh, I could get all wrapped up and point my fingers
Point them, point them
To everyone who’d ever know
But they will never know
That I feel like I’m lost forevermore
[Drop]
Down was written by Madi (EDM).
Down was produced by GANZ.
Madi (EDM) released Down on Fri Aug 07 2020.