Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn
Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn
None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it
Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit
Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in
Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore
Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn
Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn
Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars
Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave
Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start
Persecuting heart
Lost my high
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside
Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn
Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive
Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn