​catharsis

If you make fun of suicide
Then surely I hope you will die
But see me in the street
And don’t even try to look in my eye

Fuck you girl, gotta go
Words hurt me, feel no remorse
Stuck in swirl, you feel no more
Please baby I’m comatosed

Find myself drifting away
But still give her the time of day
At first I took it just for pain
But now I’m lost, going insane

365 is in my mind
Torn apart, look inside
Careful with what you might find
Around is something terrifying

Lacking all of my emotion
Eyes are deeper than the ocean
Somehow slipped up me a potion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Don’t wanna start a commotion
Or end up with a demotion
All I’ve shown you is devotion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

Please just give me one last chance
I Gave you my all in advance
Always victim circumstance
Lock me up, put in a trance

Living through this old catharsis
Baby girl hurt me so heartless
And I know I always start this
But I fear I got no purpose

You know that my heart is black
And that there is no turning back
In the stars like zodiac
Im driving in a cadillac

Faded cannot comeback
Taking all the prozac
Broke me down like carjack
I thought you were my lilac

Fade in the night, devils on my side
Baby, you’re right, heated, vitrified
Save me tonight, please be my guide
Heart is in flight, forgive me, know I’m trying

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread