​forgetting what its like to feel bad

If I had sleep it didn’t show
Nail polish chipped
Are you still home?
Do you still live in my playground?
You still got matchbox cars for eyes?
Do you still pay to laugh at freaks?
Well, point and laugh and look at me
Are you still going to college?
Feels like everyone's too tired, these days are numbered

Suddenly you're twelve again

Here's a dollar, I hope you need it, I hope you use it, I hope you miss me
Quick to love, you didn’t scare me, think it scared you, but now you love me
And I can’t breathe when I sing this, remember those times I stopped breathing
Nervous trainwreck, I stopped eating
I hope you need me, hope you miss me