Forbidden

[Intro]
Is it bad that I want you so bad?
It's stupid, if you don't swing that way
You know, I kept my heart at lock
How many times will I say that I'll stop? (Never)

[Verse]
You're my little rockstar, they will say that I'm crazy
It doesn't have to be love, though people push it so much
Even if it was, I know it won't go well
Makes me feel like I'm back in the closet, is this hell?
You put me on the stage, it'll never be the same
Magical things happen in a dark place
Of course you're not gonna let me think about how I feel
They want me to "just talk", but this is my speech

[Chorus]
This world makes me feel like I'm forbidden
It's more than anxiety, I know it, but they're gonna say I'm wacky
It'd be fine if I'd join the dark side, they'd let me in easier
You know I'll always be innocent in a sadistic world
I don't have to be in a dark time, to sing to continue to live my life
I could just be simple, and that's okay

[Hook]
I'll dream all through the night, past 11:11 and I'm high
We wish for a double life, they don't know my secrets (I want to reveal it)
I want to give you a show, more than fiction, hearts aglow
To keep on thinking, it's more than singing

[Chorus]
This world makes me feel like I'm forbidden
It's more than anxiety, I know it, but they're gonna say I'm wacky
It'd be fine if I'd join the dark side, they'd let me in easier
You know I'll always be innocent in a sadistic world
I don't have to be in a dark time, to sing to continue to live my life
I could just be simple, and that's okay