FOR ME

I do, therefore I am
A dickhead most of my friends can’t stand
A human being that’s way less of a man
It depends on what little type of mood he in
I’m unbearable
The words that I spoke was unbearable
I’m the guilt trip king
No, you just don’t understand all the feelings in me
Like why does no one understand all the feelings in me?
See, I did it again, I’m hated again
I could kill me faster with my words, I couldn’t defend
Life is nothing more than all my regrets and all of my sins
I’m praying to myself that I don’t let my ego win
I seen my ego grin in the corner where mirror is
My ego is everything I see in the mirror man
Who is the mirror man? I can barely even tell
Reached for the figures hands, please pull me out of this hell I call myself

I’m burning I’m burning father
I hate that my hell is doubting me harder
I hate that my friends wouldn’t be bothered
I’m sorry to dad and sorry to mama
I’m sorry that I had to hurt your daughter
I’m not a bad guy I just had some problems
And I started to swim through these different waters
When I’m venting too long punch lines get harder
I think, therefore I am
My personality is all my thoughts again
They tell me that it’s all my fault again
I’m never at fault and on that I stand
If I was the problem I would’ve it solved man
There go my ego talking again
These cards I was dealt don’t need a hand
I think that I really need a hand