FIREFIGHTER

I been tryna fight it
But no, I’m not a fighter
I been tryna hide it
Cause I can’t fight with fire
I know you think just like me
I’m sorry but I’m trying
Really wanting some love, really wanting some money
I don’t know what I desire in my life

Long story short living short story
Of boy a burning in a building with four stories
My head is a tower of feelings and regrets
Been blaming my ego etc but instead
I should blame myself for the things that was said and just move on
But I can’t move on
Don’t know the point of this life or the neutrons
Tryna get the lettuce while I’m dodging all the croutons

I been tryna fight it
But no, I’m not a fighter
I been tryna hide it
Cause I can’t fight with fire
I know you think just like me
I’m sorry but I’m trying
Really wanting some love, really wanting some money
I don’t know what I desire in my life

Ayo remember me?
All my terms you rarely meet
You say you could help me but rarely are you helping me
Calling you my friend but my friend is what barely be
I can even barely see
How on earth you there for me
If I was on a bridge
Contemplating what I am
Talking bout I’m so pathetic that nobody needs here
You’d probably laugh at my cries and not take me serious
As a joke you’d say to jump and if I jumped you’ll be like uh you’ll be like wow you’ll be like dang I guess it is what it is
Pissing on my grave and then be crying to my peers
Saying that it’s okay cause you feel like you was always there
Lying to my fam and then say life ain’t always fair
I hate you, I hate you
I wish l that I could make you
Care about my feelings and be something that you’re grateful for
I need to change the course of my GPS dawg
A mans bestfriend was not really my dawg