For 18+

for 18+

did you ever see the light
was what happened to me
that morning on waking
i woke up right next to you.
the light was white, tight and almost quite
at the edge of the windows
ie flooding right over you.
you have french windows. or at least i called them french
like french fancies; french
kissing, o: you called them doors.
i wonder who dances in those windows
pulls down the blinds
where all the light goes
afterwards.
i had that dream last night where the blind girl could only see me
by touching me,
learnt that touching also happens in reverse.
it was like that dream where we fucked at the top of the houseparty,
it was like we fell over ourselves.
u know what else i fall over
all these beds that are constantly made and unmade
millions of them
all the wrong ones
i fall over you.

drugs don’t satisfy me
people don’t satisfy me
i conclude now, the world

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