A song about a man who is generally depressed and can’t find any meaning in life. He outwardly blames a woman who he loves but doesn’t love him back, but he admits to himself that he doesn’t actually love her anymore, he just wants something to blame for his depression.
It's the end of the morning
What have I done?
It's finally getting warmer
Oh G-d, what have I done?
Prayers for your soul while hoping mine
Would leave this awful place sometime
Somewhere better with no more pain
You won't love him you'll love me again
I was the one- the one who was always here
Fate seeks my soul and it's drawing near
I'd die today if you could forgive me, dear
I said that anything mattered... words
I'd sing you a song I'd love you if I knew how
It's too late to hold or to kiss you now
He won't remember. We're made perfect somehow
"This morning is different..." words
I look down, she's asleep in a place she can smile again
The world will forget her as she disappears to them
I swore I'd love her, I'd rather pretend
"All these tears are for you..." words
With poison within me and everything still
I know now what I have to do (what I never will)
I will lift up my eyes to the hills
Promises, promises, promises... words
Flamethrower was written by Aaron Weiss.
mewithoutYou released Flamethrower on Sat Mar 17 2001.