Flamethrower

It's the end of the morning
What have I done?
It's finally getting warmer
Oh G-d, what have I done?

Prayers for your soul while hoping mine
Would leave this awful place sometime
Somewhere better with no more pain
You won't love him you'll love me again

I was the one- the one who was always here
Fate seeks my soul and it's drawing near
I'd die today if you could forgive me, dear
I said that anything mattered... words

I'd sing you a song I'd love you if I knew how
It's too late to hold or to kiss you now
He won't remember. We're made perfect somehow
"This morning is different..." words

I look down, she's asleep in a place she can smile again
The world will forget her as she disappears to them
I swore I'd love her, I'd rather pretend
"All these tears are for you..." words

With poison within me and everything still
I know now what I have to do (what I never will)
I will lift up my eyes to the hills
Promises, promises, promises... words