Five Is a Four Letter Word

If you thought that I was leaving here
Could I find a way inside
Try to call it just an absence of faith
But I feel justified
You can't stare through this
There's nothing left in my heart
But for now
Just too long
There's no end in sight
What am I for
To be hurt more
I just don't like you in yourself
I can't like you
Want to burn you
I wish you were dead

Cause if it's hard you run, now there's no fun
Got left with everything
Behind your smile, forget that I was left with everything

Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same
It's never the same

Once you've played up to the end
Stop the noise
Get nowhere with your current state of mind
I even wonder why you're here, please stay at [home]?
Killing my laughter
Hurting my insides
You are played

What am I for
To be hurt more
I just don't like you in yourself
I can't like you
Want to burn you
I wish you were dead

Cause if it's hard you run, now there's no fun
Got left with everything
Behind your smile, forget that I was left with everything

Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same

If you thought that I was leaving here
Could I find a way inside
Try to call it just an absence of faith
But I feel justified
If it's hard you run, now there's no fun
Got left with everything
Behind your smile, forget that I was left with everything

Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same to me
Never the same

(It's how I feel yeah it's how I'm made yeah)