“First Letter from St. Sean” is the third track on the album Not as _____ As You Think, and discuses the loss of Cameron Boucher’s close friend Sean.
While talking about the album with Stereogum, Cameron Boucher commented:
The third song [on the album], “First Letter From St. Sean” — there’s the m...
When your teeth turn gray and stain your tongue
When you bite so hard on your lip, blood fills your mouth
You can't swallow it 'cause you can't swallow guilt
When your best friend dies and your next friend dies
And your best friend's friend takes his life
And you spend six months on your own
'Cause there's no one left to talk to
I still hear them talk in the back of my head
I still hear them talk, and they say to me;
"I am not alive, I didn't mean to leave you when I died
I was just scared that you might be the one to leave
There's so much more to life than the flick of a knife
I am alive 'cause I'm alive inside of you
Alive inside of you
To remind you that I miss you too"
First Letter from St. Sean was written by Cameron Boucher & Sorority Noise.
First Letter from St. Sean was produced by Mike Sapone & Cameron Boucher & Sorority Noise.
Sorority Noise released First Letter from St. Sean on Fri Mar 17 2017.