Disappeared

[Intro]
I took some time to myself
To sort out all the things
That make me feel the way that I feel

[Verse]
Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven
And I'm sure they're shooting jumpers
With Jesus, Mary, and Joseph
And you said we wouldn't notice it
If you had disappeared
But I swore I got a phone call
So that seemed pretty weird
So caught up in my own head

[Chorus]
I took a walk down my street
Thought I'd find something to eat
But I headed back immediately
'Cause I'm pretty scared of guns
So go out and have some fun, let loose
And I'll daydream of the noose that took my friend Sean's life

[Bridge]
And he thought we wouldn't notice it
If he had disappeared
But I swore I got a phone call
So that seemed pretty weird
So caught up in my own head

[Chorus]
I let my hair down today
And I took a shower for the first time in what felt like weeks
I felt my hair falling out
And I felt myself falling down
But that can't seem to be the reason
I can't sleep when I'm alone
It's getting better
And it's hardly getting worse
It's hard to think about the things that make it all hurt

[Outro]
I found myself on the street
You swore that you would love me
And I swore I'd love you too
And you'll barely even notice it when I disappear