Find Myself

[Verse 1: BradyJames]
Yeah
I've been out of school so long
Man, my life is like a field trip
Way too many people try to bring me on the guilt trip
All I ever been was me
A product of some real folks
Lately, I've been livin' in a dream
I'm gettin' real close
All I wanted was that Roly on my wrist
All I ever thought could satisfy me was a hit
But I know now
Tell me how I know now?
Imma be the person I was made to be and never be a clone now

[Pre-Chorus: BradyJames]
Lately I ain't sleepin' on the weekends
The clock keeps ticking, got me thinking
I am not a [?], all of my successes
I just wanna be all that I am
Yeah, I said it

[Chorus: Matt Ngesa]
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all

[Breakdown]
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all
Oh-oh-oh
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all

[Verse 2: BradyJames]
Yeah
I been on some other stuff
I've been on a lot of stages where they told me give it up
I've been working for like ages
Reminisce when I came up
My best friend since we were young said, "Brady, can I open up?
Can I talk to you?"
Lost myself in the open bottles
I was on top but not tomorrow
Drown my face in a pit of sorrow
They hand me all these pills to swallow
I've seen things you don't in a lifetime
All these years and you've been my lifeline
This industry gon' kill me, listen
Following these voices, listen
You ain't got the answers
That's my friend who I grew up with
All these years, now we blew up quick
Believed only what people thought about him
Now he at the top where it's all about him
Head in the clouds like a thunderous mountain
Wish he didn't listen to the people around him

[Pre-Chorus: BradyJames]
Lately I ain't sleepin' on the weekends
The clock keeps ticking, got me thinking
I am not a highlight reel of all of my successes
I just wanna be all that I am
Yeah, I said it

[Chorus: Matt Ngesa]
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all

[Breakdown]
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all

[Bridge: Matt Ngesa]
Ain't no mirror telling me what I should be
All these voices telling me what to believe
I'm just tryna find myself, yea-eah
I'm just tryna find myself
You can't tell me what I am
Your words have no place left
Searching, you ain't bringing me down
I'm just tryna find what He already found

[Outro]
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all
Oh-oh-oh
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick-tocking, not stopping at all