FEEL A THING

[Verse 1]
I lost my phone today
But the funny thing is I wasn’t mad
Cuz I told myself the other day
I’m sick of readin’ those words we had
You used to tell me that I checked the time too much
But I’ve always been impatient
But now you’re scrolling through my pages
Until your battery is all dead

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll be okay
And you’ll be just fine
But what hurts you most
Is that I threw it all away

[Chorus]
I hope you know
This just ain’t easy for me
So please forgive me
That I told myself that I didn’t care at all
I hope you see
This all still kills me slowly
So I’m sorry if I tell my friends that I still don’t feel a thing
I feel a thing

[Verse 2]
Maybe I should’ve
Told my friends that I’m still hurt
Honestly in these plain seats is the only place that I feel worth
You told me that I couldn’t care less but I swear to you that I had peace
But as the weeks kept moving on I started seeing that I got more weak
You showed up at my city
From time to time and I saw ya
And I won’t lie cuz I felt regret but I thank God I didn’t call ya
I thank God that I moved on but it’s clear to me that you didn’t
You moved back to ATL when the pain got to your limit
I had to go home to see my family, just to get my head straight
In New York feeling all alone cuz I couldn’t clear my headspace
You acted like I played a game and I said things that I didn’t feel
But just because my feelings changed doesn’t mean that they weren’t real
I wonder if

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll be okay
And you’ll be just fine
But what hurts you most
Is that I threw it all away

[Chorus]
I hope you know
This just ain’t easy for me
So please forgive me
That I told myself that I didn’t care at all
I hope you see
This all still kills me slowly
So I’m sorry if I tell my friends that I still don’t feel a thing
I feel a thing

[Bridge]
I need you
To be okay
To be alright
I know it feels like it’s all coming down but
I need you
To be okay
To be alright
I know it’s a lot
Got you wanting to drown but

[Chorus]
I hope you know
This just ain’t easy for me
So please forgive me
That I told myself that I didn’t care at all
I hope you see
This all still kills me slowly
So I’m sorry if I tell my friends that I still don’t feel a thing
I feel a thing

[Outro]
(I’ve been tryin’)
(It-it-it’s not easy gettin’ all the way out here)
(It-it is a lot going on)
(I know, I know)
(And it ain’t easy)
(I know. It’s okay.)