Find My Way

(Hook)
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified inside gettin' lost in the gray
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified of change, gettin' lost in the gray
Lost in the tide when they tossed me aside
But I'm back and I'm ready to ride, I'm all shine
Never doubt the kid, I'm all about this shit
If life is a bitch then I'll smack the bitch

I sharpen my sword, get my mind ready
I been here before but it's way more deadly
Fall to the floor, pray to the Lord
Save me from myself, I can't face it anymore
I been racing against the force, my soul so shallow
Hang me at the gallows, enslave me to the shadows
My faith so shallow, heart so hollow
Forced into this world and I can't face tomorrow
Can't face the sorrow, never sheltered, took the long road
Trudging through the mud, dirty mug with a raw flow
I thought I knew it all though, thought that I was stronger
My mind don't stop racing until everything is calmer
Nothing's ever calm, I been racing all along
Wasting every minute of my hatred in these songs
With this anger I am strong, I am God
Destroy the world around me, I am nothing, I am all
Motherfucker

(Hook)
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified inside gettin' lost in the gray
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified of change, gettin' lost in the gray
Lost in the tide when they tossed me aside
But I'm back and I'm ready to ride, I'm all shine
Never doubt the kid, I'm all about this shit
If life is a bitch then I'll smack the bitch

Searching for the light here, life has been a nightmare
Overbearing obstacles to overcome the strife here
All we do is fight here ever since the high chair
I been lookin' out the window, hope ain't out of sight here
Lost without a sight here.. spent years blinded by illusion
Thought that life was using, cookin' dope and movin'
Kicked out the crib every month yet it stayed the same
Biker motherfuckers shootin' dope up in they veins
I was lucid, tried to emulate it, kept losin'
Had a son and still tried to front like I could do this
Slowly lost track of my movement, stupid
Stoned out my motherfuckin' zone on the moon shit
Finally found my way, walked away from the negative
But it's a battle everyday inside this brain I live
I just focus and remember where I came from
I will never be what they've become

(Hook)
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified inside gettin' lost in the gray
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified of change, gettin' lost in the gray
Lost in the tide when they tossed me aside
But I'm back and I'm ready to ride, I'm all shine
Never doubt the kid, I'm all about this shit
If life is a bitch then I'll smack the bitch

(Hook)
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified inside gettin' lost in the gray
I try to find my, try to find my, try to find my way
But I'm terrified of change, gettin' lost in the gray
Lost in the tide when they tossed me aside
But I'm back and I'm ready to ride, I'm all shine
Never doubt the kid, I'm all about this shit
If life is a bitch then I'll smack the bitch