Find a Way

[Verse 1]
I wanna live in a beached boat
And have a daily morning meal of
Reaped oats, goat, and wheat toast
Having shallow conversations with deep folks
We yearn relationship, but still struggle to be close
All of my victories please note
As well as the failures
Hell if tell ya
The elephant genitalia
Swings close
Protecting my inner thoughts
Projecting my inner hawk
If it ain't about money then we ain't finna talk
That's a rare boast born from the confident times
Only feeling opposite when opulent topics arise
See the kid dresses bummy, it's not a disguise
Feeling broken like when composite objects collide
Sweep the pieces up, pick up a couple pizzas and feast
Them cracks and creases don't weaken us
It keeps us tough
I'd share it all but get mad when you don't leave me much
I love you more when you don't speak as much

[Chorus]
And i'm trying to find my way
And i'm trying to make my path
Without losing my life to a wack play
Or ever having to face my past
But, that ain't how it go

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the hapless bums
Moonlighting as sacks of scum
Hiding behind hollow badges and spastic guns
I gotta very limited amount of dap for some
Wouldn't mind seeing whoever's left zapped and stung
But if you in control of how the facts get spun
Victim gotta prove worth, you'll never get asked for none
The power structure is deeply entrenched
The grid is weaved with contempt and sick beliefs sicker people invent
That's why i feel like a macbook with dual boot
'Cause fool's shoot, disregarding the rules is fool proof
When the winning team is convinced that they're clean
And struggle against the force to be removed like a pulled tooth
One way of operations for yall
Those diametrically opposed to my pulse and motivations to ball
Words ringing with truth but i don't wait for the call
I sense the disconnect awaits in us all

[Chorus]
And i'm trying to find my way
And i'm trying to make my path
Without losing my life to a wack play
Or ever having to face my past
But, that ain't how it go