Figure It Out

[Verse 1]
I'm stuck, in my head with the feeling of fucking dread
How has he been? Well he's okay I guess but me I've been a mess, a mesh
Of medical anxiety, blood pressure heightening, villains that fight with me have all gone and lied to me now
I've been inciting me to, hold my hands out to my captors and plead with 'em one last time to let me write this line, oh fuck another line
I'm shut but not behind, in front of my own life
No fly, I have to fight the fox that hides inside
Perhaps I'll maybe die, but dying just multiplies the emotions I feel inside and divides it to who's close
And to those that love me most and gives material to those who boast
About their dicks, show 'em to ghosts
Lyrical lycanthrope, has found silver within his throat and when I go
It'll turn to gold
A King Midas ode, to a man who took an oath
Who took an oath to-

[Chorus]
Figure it out, figure it out

[Verse 2]
A lone orange VHS tape that can't rewind
My nose dug into the darkest corner of my mind
Fruit Rollups and gummy snacks that I've left behind
For some money and some sweat and the fear of when it's time
It's a natural thing to move on but I can't choose
The path which is less used is that path that I've abused
Remember orange juice, and now we all drink booze and-
All play into this rouse of- awkwardness can't defuse my-
Hatred I can't refute for
Life is a growing mood swinging
To your jazz music singing
I found my peace with you, on calls I like to snooze-
'Cause you help my mind
You help me choose to-

[Outro]
Figure it out, figure it out
Figure it out, figure it out
Figure it out, figure it out
I'll think of something