Fightin My Flesh

[Chorus]
Ayy, I feel like this life shit a test
Every day, I been fightin' my flesh
And cuz got life, we just pray for the best
Lil' bro bad as hell, we just pray he ain't next
I can't tell 'em not to press or step
But I can teach 'em how to go run up the bands

[Verse]
Most of these niggas be livin' life backwards
Ain't got cash, but lookin' for captions
Niggas ain't showin' for real, they actors
You wanna know how I know? I asked 'em
So stop all that lyin'
Niggas is gettin' too old, still tryna hide in disguise
Niggas is gettin' too old, still can't tell richies from za
I buy everything my size
I give her the work 'cause her thumbs up
Grab all the bags and I hop in the ride
But I ain't even need me a ride
These niggas shrimpy as shish kebab
Don't get got tryna be locked with everybody, dukes told me that shit as a child
Cuz got life for some shit he ain't do back then as a child, this shit gettin' wild
He gon' be in that bitch for a while
I would say, "Fuck it, we ball," but how would cuz feel if I threw in the towel?
We was just outside thuggin' as kids, tryna get in some biz, weren't supposed to be out
My younger self would've been proud of me, been through some shit to get here, couldn't tell by the smile
I was just fucked up wearin' all Ecko shirts, but you probably couldn't tell by the style
I ain't have new J's, I was rockin' hand-me-downs from bro, they was damn near brown, got beat to the ground
Went up to church to wash my shit, shit was damn near loud like a riot
Shit ironic how niggas be comin' to Dyl for drip now
Yeah, uh-huh
I'm havin' a battle with righteous and worldly, I'm stuck in a pickle
And I know I can't be in the middle 'cause either you with 'em, my nigga, or against 'em
And this shit get hard 'cause I really ain't used to goin' against what I'm used to
And that shit was hard when I let bro go, but I feel only God can fix it
And it get hard at the top when they only callin' you for money, only God'll listen

[Chorus]
I feel like this life shit a test
Every day, I been fightin' my flesh
And cuz got life, we just pray for the best
Lil' bro bad as hell, we just pray he ain't next
I can't tell 'em not to press or step
But I can teach 'em how to go run up the bands