Child Lock

[Chorus]
I don't think I could wipe my tears
I don't think it will be okay
Traumatized and filled with fear
I might not see the other day
I'm scared to go to sleep, I need to stay awake
'Cause when I die, I won't remember this life
'Cause when we die, where do we go?
'Cause I'm tryna figure it out
And, yes, this darkness killing me now (Turn me up, Mar)
'Cause I hate living in doubt

[Verse 1: Luhh Dyl]
If you had one chance to go back, would you do it?
Niggas had one shot, but they blew it
I came too far, if I go back, I'd be foolish
I done came too far, not just only with music
I done grew as a man, had to go see God
Been on the road, I ain't go see Kyle
He got sixty to life, still holdin' it down
We done all did shit in this life we ain't proud of
Life ain't that hard, we slept on the ground
But if life get hard, I might stare at the clouds, though
Shit was rough, I was fucked up wearin' the same clothes
Now I'm up, I can rock every style now
Shit really crazy, I done watched bro grow since a child
Now he grown, he got him a child now
We the same niggas, I ain't changed locked in for the ride
You would think 'cause we got it on child lock

[Bridge]
I don't think I could wipe my tears
I don't think it will be okay
Traumatized and filled with fear

[Verse 2: Luhh Dyl]
Got in the front to steer
Thank God for givin' me the gift of discernment
Get a gut feelin' when stuff get weird
If you wanna put on the gang, then, nigga, you gotta change
This shit start with the man in the mirror
I'm tryna talk to the niggas that's listenin'
A nigga don't get it, probably ain't meant to hear it
Like fuck the world, start livin' in spirit
Like fuck the world, start flyin' on Spirit
I be so cool on people, I don't be outside
Got a big crib with nobody near it
When I get rich, I'll probably go buy me a ship
Like the Shanga, sail out of here

[Chorus]
I don't think I could wipe my tears
I don't think it will be okay
Traumatized and filled with fear
I might not see the other day
I'm scared to go to sleep, I need to stay awake
'Cause when I die, I won't remember this life
'Cause when we die, where do we go?
'Cause I'm tryna figure it out
And, yes, this darkness killing me now
'Cause I hate living in doubt

[Verse 3: Luhh Dyl]
Hate livin' in doubt, so I take all mistakes that I did to the mouth
I just take on the chin and let niggas in
Nine times out of ten, they gon' run when shit south
That same picture still up at Goma house from when we was kids
But since then, it ain't been no smiles
Bills backed up and fucked up and kicked up the house
Tried to show love, got fucked up and drug through the ground
Drug through the mud, never felt love, someone let me hold somethin'
Only found lust in a bitch that I love
Bitch broke my heart, somebody let me hold one
Go book me a trip, but I needed a hug
Now I'm countin' on the balcony, a hundred floors up
My old teacher told me I wouldn't be shit
Somebody tell my old bitch that she ain't stoppin' nothin'
Bro ashes, instead of crashin', I rolled one
Got so many hits, swear it's one and then done
Gotta cut off distractions, I'm crashin' this once
Shit destined for me like I'm one of the ones
Like one of none
So I can't even complain when they callin' me askin' for somethin'
'Cause I got enough

[Chorus]
I don't think I could wipe my tears
I don't think it will be okay
Traumatized and filled with fear
I might not see the other day
I'm scared to go to sleep, I need to stay awake
'Cause when I die, I won't remember this life
'Cause when we die, where do we go?
'Cause I'm tryna figure it out
And, yes, this darkness killing me now
'Cause I hate living in doubt
I don't think I could wipe my tears
I don't think it will be okay
Traumatized and filled with fear
I might not see the other day
I'm scared to go to sleep, I need to stay awake
'Cause when I die, I won't remember this life
'Cause when we die, where do we go?
'Cause I'm tryna figure it out
And, yes, this darkness killing me now
'Cause I hate living in