Fictions

[Verse 1]
I heard God love his children, even Satan got His heart
So why everybody 'round me walk around inside the dark?
I heard life is like a beach 'til you learn that there was sharks
Roads is filled with traps to step in, was a setup from the start
You see, religion try to grab at me
Parents tried remanding me
Raised the middle finger to the whole school faculty
Friends was all casualties, fuck 'em if they mad at me
World been getting colder, shit is fucking with our sanity
Humanity was doomed from the start
I hope when I die the Heavens open up with the harps
I hate when I cry, the tremors they can shake up the heart
I spent many nights blinded tryin' to see through the dark

[Chorus]
I'm tryna hold the light trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time do these people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
Niggas lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction

[Verse 2]
Solace, he the solemnness
Smoke through the apocalypse
Addiction boost my confidence but killed getting accomplishments
Higher off the side effects, repressed emotions I forget
Burying my demons, but in time, they arms around my neck
Really got no time for friends, stuck inside the current trends
Relationships I fucking dread, I try it out and drown in it (Drown in it)
Drown in it
Niggas all counterfeit
Used to give my energy, but now I got no time for shit
Leaving my accomplices
Nigga love the quietness
Solace is a virtue, fuck opinions, why you commenting?
A slave to the system, spending money, never profiting
'Cause fuck it, while we here, you could be dead before you smile again

[Chorus]
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
Niggas lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They won't
Well, I'm guessing we conditioned
To forget the ones we love for a world full of fiction