Blues

[Verse 1]
A blue mood ain't for the weakest hearts
I seen many kill themselves 'cause they afraid of the dark
They try to play me standing up like I was built like a harp
Imagine throwing all your darts, but you still missed every mark
When's my chance to hit a bullseye?
Depressed through the winter, I hope I get to see the fall cry
Lonely nights I wonder if maybe I should get baptized
Sorry, I was drunk, can't remember what happened last night
I'm sure I fuckеd up
My ex told my girl I'm a problem and she should bucklе up
Afraid I'ma leave all my baggage until my newest love
Had scars since a child that's making it really hard to trust, damn
Now I'm thinking 'bout counseling
Thought I had the tools it would take this amount to mountain
Climbing everyday but ain't making it past my problems
Been travelling for miles with no map or without a compass
I always been chasing solace

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[Verse 2]
My emotions getting backed up, it make me act up
Tryna make my money stack up to fill a Mack Truck
Had some seasons full of bad luck, we gettin' back up
Tryna get through all the past stuff, I tend to lack trust
We ain't going back to mask up, or being a trapper
Tryna see my niggas lamped up, no jail or cancer
I'ma make it through disaster, they tend to add up
Time been moving even faster, I sip my last cup
Got the blues like the Rolling Stones
Blew the whole bag of zones
My mind hit the tango like it's Reggaeton
Life got a stepping stones, we only get to take a loan
I missed a couple, never grown, but learned in time to let it go
Half the [?] go with the flow
Fighting with the currents, you'll never know how to really float, or sting like a bee
I been paralyzed in my mind like it's Christopher Reeve's
I been blaming myself ever since we lost STEEZ