Feel Sorry for Me

[Intro]
Only trouble in my life I see
Everyone come feel sorry for me
I had such a sad past year, my plea
Everyone come feel sorry for me

[Verse 1]
Yo
When I was 5 years old
My family and I was watching Indiana Jones
I was a curious soul with a need for adventure
Picking at my ear with my finger
And oh, and behold, looking down at my pointer
An urge of control that I always remember
Straight to the tongue, my main taste tester
Straight to regret as I turn to my brother said
"Hey, what happens when you eat your earwax?"
Put my mind to rest, so I can relax
Go back to watching the movie, play around and act so goofy
Hе looked me straight in the еye, in a tone so alarming, he said you die
Light flashes, time slows
Never did I ever feel death so close
No movement, I froze
That's when panic inside me arose
Heavy breathing, it was so unfair
And in my despair, I threw up everywhere

[Chorus]
Only trouble in my life I see
Everyone come feel sorry for me
I had such a sad past year, my plea
Everyone come feel sorry for me
I'm just a poor kid full of drama
Living in a life full of phobia
I need no apology
Just everyone come feel sorry for me
Everyone come feel sorry for me
Everyone come feel sorry for me

[Verse 2]
I once lost my yearbook in eighth grade
This kid found it and said "Yo I wanna get paid"
Said "I got yo book, wanna see it again?"
"It's all yours, just show me a 10."
A whole ten dollars, yo, that was a fortune
Took me two hours of weening and moaning
Got my book back, but ten bucks poorer
All because my fear from someone who was taller
Fast forward to my future
Now I'm all grown up and my pockets are fuller
Got a little gig making vids about kids who wanna learn some tricks
As they study and study and failing test after test
Just when I feel I'm finally on top
My so-called dad calls me up and cuts me off
I had so many plans, I could've gone higher
Now I'm paying bills instead of building an empire

[Chorus]
Only trouble in my life I see
Everyone come feel sorry for me
I had such a sad past year, my plea
Everyone come feel sorry for me
I'm just a poor kid full of trauma
Living in a life full of phobia
I need no apology
Just everyone come feel sorry for me
Everyone come feel sorry for me (Feel sorry for me)
Everyone come feel sorry for me

[Outro]
My life is a hard life, yeah
Can't ever seem to get it right, yeah
My life is a hard life, yeah
Can't ever seem to get it right, yeah
My life is a hard life, yeah
Can't ever seem to get it right, yeah
My life is a hard life, yeah
Can't ever seem to get it right, yeah
My life is a hard life