Fear

[Verse 1: Fame]
Changing
I don’t wanna change this
It makes me feel alive but you should promise it’ll be painless
I know that you’re the one but I’ve been seeing early exits
A little bit of a fun in Vegas is never defining famous
What fame is
I hate it baby
Tell me what I really want now
Tell me if I’m even allowed
To love the sound
Over the life that I could lead
Are you even listening to me?

[Verse 2: Music]
I don’t wanna die without it
Talk a little bit, but it’s all about it
Still scared of the phone, from the ring to the tone but I still wanna call about it
Started with the sound of it, but do I really want it if I’m hesitant
When the deep sound fake like counterfeit
Set it up, 3 takes till I’m proud of it
Then I might take three till I’m out of it
Till I’m proud again, and they light Kaz up with a ounce of it
And I’m running out of lines I can counter with
Fear for the days when im lacking this
When I’m lacking this, I don’t wanna live without it
Nah, I don't wanna live without it

[Verse 3: Tracklist]
Why can’t I make you believe
That that ain’t really me
I don’t wanna hear you disagree

And why am I hung up on you
A name in lights shining through
It feels long overdue, I'm talking to you

And I imagine sometimes that I am who I’m not
But I always make you run
No red sign will make you stop
Now I’m chasing at the party
Faces all around me
Time ticking on till I'm right where I wanna be
Right where I wanna be

Cause I’ve been less for the way I’m bound but for how the mic might sound
Too loud but I can’t pipe down, cause I don’t even smoke
But this got me feeling high right now
I’ve been on my own right now
I just want you around me
Baby just take me to Cali
But leave me the way that you found me

[Verse 4: Fear]
I don’t wanna lie with the words I’ve spoken
I don’t wanna ride suicide doors open
I don’t wanna stay on our own living rich by the river if we really here to celebrate nothing
Nah I could never live with the bad things
Never want to pay what they’re taxing
Trip of the guilt in the backseat

[Finale: Red on Blue]
I'm just afraid of you
Tell me the truth
If you’re ever mine, will you have the time
To love me too

And now it’s Red on Blue
See what my eyes convey
All that I’ve said, a shade of red to take the blues away