Alone

[Verse 1: Alex Vince]
I've been doing things I don't usually do
I've been acting different according to you
Breaking everything off these metaphorical views
Have influenced my decisions a lot more than what was due, like
I've been chillin' by myself a lot
I'm feeling kinda sad, think I need some help from God
I'm so contemplative, the feelings that I felt a lot
Know I've felt you in the past but that don't help a lot
Like really need to be smoking it
That'll take away hopelessness
I'm at peace when I'm alone
I think I'm high of the loneliness
Really say it no quoting it
Enough of the hocus pocus shit
Hiding things from me but saying you appreciate openness?
So so, you walking contradiction
I SoCo to detox, I'm with some 'bama bitches
That XO, the nyquil, the medication kisses
Promo after promo, got me acting rediculous
Got me looking for switches changes in behavior
Can't identify taste, confusing all the flavors
Inhale to relieve, I'm exhaling the vapors
Therapeutic like weed, pain needs to be savored
Learned that shit from experience
Know I shouldn't be serious
Always got me delirious
Yeah I'm feeling it, but feeling it too much got me numb
Running my mind 'til it gets overrun, yeah

[Hook: Nathaniel Oku]
You said I'll be fine but
How could I believe it?
You can't see what I'm seeing
The things inside my mind
And now that I'm on my own
It makes me start to wonder
If I'm falling under
I need some time alone

[Verse 2: Alex Vince]
Verse two like
I've been alone but never been by myself
Saying what they saying, shit never helps
I put the shit on the shelf, try to ignore it
I've been feeling down, need some medication for it
Tryna fuck around, I've been tryna feel euphoric
Tryna get these feelings out, maybe should perform it
Need to find a purpose, life has got me feeling boring
All these social situations got me feeling like they poison, damn
I need to meditate, levitate
Only stopping at heaven's gate
Used to be suicidal
Now I'm searching for better days
Trying to equate to my idols
I'm going up watch me elevate
Reminsce on those younger days chillin' sippin' on lemonade
That was a good time, brought it back to the future
Like Marty McFly I'm chillin' with good vibes
Not faking it now because I'm living a good life
Shout out to God, he helped me tell all that sadness goodbye
Those were harder times
Now I feel sublime
I been on my grind
I been tryna get it I can feel it deep inside
Everything is pretty if you shed a little light
Truth is so much better that when dropping all the lies
They telling me I'm changing they can see it in my eyes
Think music is my purpose don't care if they critisize
And I think that Imma do it until I can get it right
Kaz

[Hook: Nathaniel Oku]
You said I'll be fine but
How could I believe it?
You can't see what I'm seeing
The things inside my mind
And now that I'm on my own
It makes me start to wonder
If I'm falling under
I need some time alone