Fear

[Verse 1: Glints]
Fourteen when I hit the blunt
I was hanging with the big dogs just to [?]
I was trying to stump, but didn't wanna confront
My thoughts were all gathered by the devil I shunt

Sixteen couldn't feel my hands
So I biked right home couldn't understand
Maddest thing I called myself was thickening quicksand
Thinking I started to lose my shit, man!

Eighteen, face paralysed
Guess that I shouldn't act that surprised
I've learned to avoid looking in my eyes
Who's this dude in the mirror? I don't recognise

Twenty-four but it's still the same
Thinking of new ways to numb the pain
Any day could be my end game
[?]

[Chorus]
Ay, I can't feel my hands, can't feel my face
I keep hoping for some better days
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

It's crazy, I can't feel my hands, can't feel my face
I keep hoping for some better days
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

[Verse 2: DVTCH NORRIS]
We was at the park like every day and all we did was smoke
Laughing at my pain like every day 'cause life's a fucking joke
Buying weed inside from cousin *bleep*, even though I'm broke
[?]
Tell me, why does summer feelin' like the coldest season?
Fucking demons fucking with me for no fucking reason
No inspiration so I told my dad to fucking leave it
I love you niggas but I'm sorry yo I'm fucking leaving

[Verse 3: Glints]
Big black cloud hanging over me
I maintain anxiety
Trying to fix it up, stay in sobriety
Need to kill the f* demon inside of me
Shouldn't tell mom, she would be worried by what I've become
Keep it buried inside me, I wouldn't get worried
[?]

[?]
She could sooth me and try to hang on
But it's hard to reflect when you're scared of yourself
I learned that shit later I needed some help
Man, I've been feeling this way
Shit, I've been running away
Keeping my demons at bay
Dealing with this for the longest
I love you but no I can't say (Aah)

[Chorus]
Ay, I can't feel my hands, can't feel my face
I keep hoping for some better days
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

It's crazy, I can't feel my hands, can't feel my face
I keep hoping for some better days
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

[Verse 3: Glints]
I should probably leave the house, I haven't been outside for days
And I know that you mean well, but now I really need my space
Need to pick myself up, I can't get back to my old ways (always)

I should probably call you, promise to keep you up to date
But it's hard to explaining a feeling you just won't relate
Fuck, I wish I could go back, want to undo all my mistakes (too late)

[Chorus]
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
I can't feel my hands, can't feel my face
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
I keep hoping for some better days
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

I can't feel my hands, can't feel my
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
I keep hoping for some better
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
Medicated, I fucked up my brain
Baby, won't you please just shade my pain?

(better days)
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
(better days)
(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)
I've been looking for them better days
I've been looking for them better days
I've been looking for them better days
I've been looking for them better days
I've been looking for them better days