Fcking Smiling

[Verse]
You’re doing better
Eighty-degree weather at Dolly’s
I bought a ticket cause you felt dismissive
I’m sorry

[Verse]
Well it’s hot as shit
And you’re doing bits
I’m laughing at it
It’s cracking my lips
And I didn’t mean it
Just wanted to see that you’d want me

[Pre-Chorus]
And I’m as sad as the cotton candy
In a bag you left at the entry

[Chorus]
I’ve been fucking smiling
I’ve been taking one, two, three, four, five breaths
Trying to keep from crying
Counting all the things I almost said
I’d hate for you to see
The way you broke my heart
I don’t wanna leave
I’ll get back in the car
I’ll keep fucking smiling
And that’s the saddest part

[Verse]
Small talking pandering
Both of my hands are in pockets
Choking on air saying I dyed my hair
But you saw it

[Verse]
Then I took a took a hit
And offered you it
And you said you quit
Well I’m still addicted
Still on the carousel
Waiting even though they stopped it

[Pre-Chorus]
And I’m as sad as cotton candy
Sugar and air it’s all so empty

[Chorus]
I’ve been fucking smiling
I’ve been taking one, two, three, four, five breaths
Trying to keep from crying
Counting all the things I almost said
I’d hate for you to see
The way you broke my heart
I don’t wanna leave
I’ll get back in the car
I’ll keep fucking smiling
And that’s the saddest part

[Post-Chorus]
I’d hate for you to see
The way you broke my heart
I don’t wanna leave
I’ll get back in the car
I’ll keep fucking smiling
And that’s the saddest part

[Outro]
Remember in the bodega for Pop Chips at one in the morning?
Say goodbye to aphasia
And all of the words I’ve been hoarding