Fatigued

[Verse]
Yeah, work starts, five minutes
I just want to chill before I head in
Know I got a lot on the schedule
Got to take a minute before it sets in
Feelin like I’ve been stretched out but just look close and I spread in
I know what I do when I'm stressed out but I ain't trying to look in that direction
Madness, living life average, I don’t like showing scars
Nelly M.O. with the bandage
Always heard gods on my side and never give me more than I can manage
And maybe I should start living like I rеally do understand it
I tell a whole lotta liеs and hopefully nobody notices
I say I’m feeling all right and hope everybody just go with it
I look away from the sign, I hope it ain't their but I know it is
I can handle this some other time dawg I don't really want to open it
Haven't had good rest in a week
How am I too stressed to be sleep?
Why do I hate the sound of my thoughts?
Talkin about the company that I keep
Man, I've just been feeling fatigued
And I got a whole lotta needs
When will I start taking care of me?
When will I start taking care of me?