False Pretense Of Virtuous Character

[Verse 1]
I thought it was best to hold it in, keep it away, this is away
C'mon, follow me, you might find a dark that follows your kind
See, I'm just like you, but I like you, I hate me
It's best that we see that we believe
Fuck "we", there's no "we", there never was
It's beautiful, isn't it, sitting alone
Bashing your head against the stones
Your brain falls out, but there's no saving
There's no solace, the stakes are high
Between you and I, if I had the choice
I'd rather save your life or die
Or run away as fast as I could to attempt a high
Then, pick up the pieces, stuff 'em inside a bag on my back
Commit suicide so they say that I died carrying you
It's a sick quote isn't it, baby
Let's become the worst there is, have some kids
Kill them too, how does it feel to know someone just like you
But I'm not like you, I've never been your countermeasure
I've never been like you

(We are not the same)

[Verse 2]
I lied
I've been the same, but I dropped my burdens
And I broke the chains while you're changing me
Well, I hope you do the same thing you do to every guy
Don't see thick, you only love shit
So you feed your conscience by saying there's no nice guys
Then buy one and kill 'em from the inside to get your fix
You fucking bitch, you're fucking sick
I'd rather die than continue like this
[?]
Destroy the building behind me
Because you love [?]
[?] being so spiteful
He's probably fucked up in the head just like you
That's why you love him
It's nice to believe in fairies, isn't it?