[Verse 1]
No more hope it’s all gone
We all sing and hum that funeral song
Wicked of a child, shame on the men and the women
Should’ve saved our souls but we knew we couldn’t
Take a stroll through the city in the streets
And I can see is the strong willed turning all weak
Where’s a hero when you need one he’s not here
Villains laugh out and scribble the word fear
Still stuck in the phase it’s so horrible and frightful
Things might’ve been solved if I was more insightful
I’m reading books, researching, and doing papers
All that for nothing in this time, either now or later
Don’t mess with me, I got enough stuff to do
If only I wasn’t a lone wolf I wish I had my own crew
This world, this Earth, this darkness is so dangerous
They don’t believe me so they all come running out
Nuff ‘bout me I give all my plans to the shredder
Take me as I am and heal me so that I can be better
Poison in my heart the different smells bewilders me
I’m an abstract hermit so don’t say you feel for me
I know you don’t just take care of yourself and survive
If you still hanging on to me then you won’t ever strive
I know I’m so dead I’m so dead it’s so cliché
They won’t ever know when I’m dead cause it’s everyday
I’d be the one who holds the torch yes I spread the light
But in the end I spread the gothic dark that’s not right
I hate how I write man I can’t even keep myself straight
Nas be killing it during seventeen but I’m going down
Wait I still got time if I set myself right, gotta work
Work until I can’t feel my hands and feet kind of work
My mind still aches from all these lines and exercises
Own opinions don’t count I don’t want anything bias
I’m in this hopeless situation and I don’t know what to do
Please God if you hear my cries please tell me what to do
Yeah, kna mean?