Fallen

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
I'm fallen (in this place called hell)
I'm fallen (in this place called hell)
Blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
My family or friends ain't calling
Moving on now
Look at mindstate I'm off in
Blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
My family and friends ain't calling
Moving on now
I'm falling

[Verse 1: Joe Black]
I'm losing my mind by the sound of it but is it even mine if I'm out of it
I am but a king with a crown of shit
I smile and admit that I'm proud of it
I'm as near to God as a demon sniffing angel dust
But what is evil if the devil was an angel once
Pain comes in waves
Life is like an ocean
And love is only lust plus devotion
Life is circumstanced but heaven never heard it that I kill myself instead of someone else I got a burn pit
And how 'bout my love for sex and drugs, I'd rather burn for that
Need to turn your cheek and turn your back no turning back
In it from the start, we live then let the darkness on your heart
If I have to die don't cry for me, never mourn a sinner
In a war of good and evil people only worship winners (people only worship winners, people only worship winners, people only worship winners)

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
I'm fallen (in this place called hell)
I'm fallen (in this place called hell)
Blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
My family or friends ain't calling
Moving on now
Live that mindstate I'm off in
The blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
No family or friends ain't calling
Moving on now
I'm falling

[Verse 2: Billy Obey]
Back to this again
Back to this again
Feeling low as I've ever felt close to giving in (giving in)
To my thoughts that's been accumulating from all my problems that I haven't been communicating
Til' those old wounds are festering no grass is forever green (forever green)
No escapism, it seems I never leave (I never leave)
The future isn't bright you ain't have to tell me I just smile pretend happy and snap another selfie
Free-fall we all die
All we fall free my skull is faulty, who's fault me?
You blame I, but the truth remains I'm still the same guy tying this noose to hang
Why cause I'm tired of trying and working to get nowhere (nowhere)
I see an end and I'm trying to go there
I worked hard shit life ain't no fair

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
Blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
My family or friends ain't calling
Moving on now
Live that mindstate I'm off in
The blaze of the world that we're balling
Try to pick myself up when I'm falling (falling)
No family or friends ain't calling
Moving on now
I'm falling

[Outro: Billy Obey]
When I die, bury me underneath the concrete, no need to ask why. So everything is set in stone oh I see, find me with the shotgun smoke. To put it blunt, my head is blown, I'm dead and gone, got tired of holding, I'm tired of holding (tired of holding on, holding on)