Falcon 9 - Feeling Lonely

Falcon 9 just landed and it feels amazing
Simply knowing human kind is still trailblazing
Knowing this the first is just so crazy
How many billions of years went by to bring us to this point
But still I’m thinking about you thinking about me and feeling lonely

In 1969 we landed on the moon
Next we looked to Mars and said we’d get there soon
People want to reach so far but we’re forgetful too
When wars are waged and won and we are scrambling for food
But now the will of the people is strong and the technology is coming along
We’re cleaning up this planet, soon we’ll visit worlds beyond
Backup the flame of consciousness so wе can live on and be obsessеd
With what we hide beneath our dress and where we find true happiness
I’m thinking about love thinking about truth and feeling lonely

Feeling lonely

My friend called up said he wants die. Trying not to fuck things up I asked him why. Said he can’t feel said he’s numb inside, said he opens up his body just to stimulate his mind. I said, “the chemicals this and the chemicals that,” but my speech was trite and it flew right past him. Searching for the words but I should of just asked him if he knew that I loved him and if he were gone it’d be a disaster. Just thinking about thoughts, thinking about truth, and feeling lonely

How special is a neuron?
How crucial is a question?
How stupid is a suggestion?
How deep is love expression?
How large is a country?
How vast is the sea?
How many trillions of life forms are invisible to me?
How far does a song reach?
How many menstrual cycles lead to a baby?
How many ears are ready to hear a siren from another vessel full of proteins
DNA that flickers in a random chain that helps transfer energy through time and space
And 4th dimensional beings see all shapes of a face, understand that we are missing just about everything while we are thinking about love, thinking about truth, and feeling lonely

Lift me up I’m astonishingly heavy
We’re on the run from the force of heavenly bodies
And of course the hardest part is sucking in and deciding
To dare in the face of danger to look for happiness wherever it’s hiding
I’m on a drug that takes me
I’m on a pill that conspires to replace me
And what’s scary is I could go either way
See I can remember at one point music was coursing through my veins
But now it makes me compare myself to who I was before I lost, before I forgot how to not
Compare myself to who I was, before I lost, before I forgot how to not
Compare myself to who I was, before I lost, before I forgot how

How crucial is a question?
How stupid is a suggestion?
How deep is love expression?
How large is a country?
How vast is the sea?
How many trillions of life forms are invisible to me?
How far does a song reach?
How many menstrual cycles lead to a baby?
How many ears are ready for love, ready for truth?
How scared will I be when you say you love me too?