Eye Wide Shut

[VERSE I]
These shades cover my face, just like a black Zoro
Sippin’ this royal crown mixed with crown royal
Thinking bout these cars and clothes, hoes it's so joyous
Just consider them my royal oats, I need to soil them
I remember skipping curfew just to chase some skirts to
Mold em into something more than purses and perfume
They say I'm no good, and do things that jerks do
I'd rather be alone than not have the girl I deserve to
So I kept her around and had her too
I wish I could take the both of you and just merge you
She listened to "Dearly Departed", verse two
It's kinda crazy cuz I wrote ‘ol girl a verse too...
Wait, for Christmas I asked for Louis Jaspers
She said "try again you sneaky black bastard"
She stay tripping, stay getting on my last nerve
Said her hands were clean, but I don't put it past her
I read them emails, said you can't wait to see him
Waiting til I fall asleep writing after 10PM
And I don't even need no details
Cuz niggas invented the game, it's just perfected by females
Look, I want the perfect woman...
And every woman wants somebody to tell em they're perfect, so what's the purpose?
When the both of us are working toward a break up
Time will only tell, or until we wake up, up

[PRE Chorus]
See my eyes are wide shut
Tryna multiply these visions divided by us
I don't know where I'm going but I know where I'm needed
I don't know what I want, but I'll know when I see it
See my eyes are wide shut
Tryna multiply these visions divided by us
I don't know where I'm going but I know where I'm needed
I don't know what I want, but I'll know when I see it

[Chorus]
Don't try judging join me
I'm so close to the edge, warn me
It sounds like destiny's calling
Don't get mad get money
Don't try judging join me
I'm so close to the edge, warn me
It sounds like destiny's calling
Don't get mad get money

[VERSE 2]
I'm no good at relationships but I'm damn good at making it
Who am I to chase a chick if I knew you'd replace me quick?
Little did we know, you can't replace the irreplaceable
Could have told you first hand cuz you ain't even placable
You're in a league of your own, you can leave me if you want
A queen mistreated--let me relieve you from ya thrown
I woke up this morning turning negatives to inspiration
I pray for patience, through this digital ventilation
Lately I'm feeling like the last hope for the family
Seems like they running from problems, I'm chasing Grammys
No, I'm not expecting the wealth to be handed
So that's more reason for me to take on the challenge
Damnit, my conscience make me feed into nonsense
Overachiever's-complex I know that I'm prospect
Check ya statistics; skipping the process
Cuz nowadays getting paid don't seem far fetched
My sister got kids, worried after the third one
My niece is getting older and my nephew's getting worsesome
I hope my will and testament can serve you through these verses
Cuz we ain't doing this for commercial purpose
And I'm tired of working for the man tryna jerk us
I clock-in physically but mentally I'm hurt bruh
Plus I'm missing ten hours on this paycheck
Until I wake up this dream I ain't got paid yet

[PRE Chorus]
See my eyes are wide shut
Tryna multiply these visions divided by us
I don't know where I'm going but I know where I'm needed
I don't know what I want, but I'll know when I see it
See my eyes are wide shut
Tryna multiply these visions divided by us
I don't know where I'm going but I know where I'm needed
I don't know what I want, but I'll know when I see it

[Chorus]
Don't try judging join me
I'm so close to the edge, warn me
It sounds like destiny's calling
Don't get mad get money
Don't try judging join me
I'm so close to the edge, warn me
It sounds like destiny's calling
Don't get mad get money