Evaporate

I didn’t mean to say it but I did so I guess here goes nothing:
I don’t look at you the same way anymore
It echoes off these walls through every room of my old house
And the windows ache from holding it all in

If you knew me then you’d understand
You have no idea who I am

I’ll disappear, evaporate, I’ll be a distant memory
You’ll bury me, I’ll suffocate
I’ll disappear, evaporate into the air
And pray it goes away for good this time

I ran out of things to talk about so I’m hiding in this bathroom stall
Sending messages I know I shouldn’t be
I just wanna feel it one more time, that rush of blood right down my spine
But it barely gets me high anymore
It barely gets me high anymore

I’ll disappear, evaporate, I’ll be a distant memory
You’ll bury me, I’ll suffocate
I’ll disappear, evaporate into the air and pray it goes away
For good this time