Ephedrine

Watch you watching me & I catch you watching me & you empty inside me
Just to watch me bleed
I see your footsteps bend in my mind as shadows stomp their way down my spine
I try to run away, I can't hide
The demons that I see are inside
Watch you watching me & I catch you watching me
& you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed
You say my life is a lie, you can see with violence
Show me reality, I feel you look at me
I feel your hands on me, I know your love but I'm not gonna cry
Good God, can't you fucking see?
Good God, is this a fucking dream?
Good God while I lie & bleed
Good God what'd you do to me?
I can see empty in me
I lie & bleed
All I can see & you step on me again & your back on me again
& you empty inside me just to watch me bleed
& when I close my eyes you're all I see
I can't take your face from my dreams
I feel you look at me
I feel your hands on me
I know your love but I'm not gonna cry