End Of Me (Part Two)

Intro:
Look I just freestyled this I don't know if imma add more so yeah...

Verse 1:
This is the end of me mentally never physically
I’m tired of the venom that you spew at me
I’m tired of the shots that you send at me
I’m tired of my family not feeling me
I’m tired of the people that envy me
No shade thrown
I just secretly know that it’ll get to me
I make masterpieces off my greatest tragedies
Silently nodding whilе the pain comes after mе
My demons battle me
I’m slowly losing
I’m slowly dying
Ain’t no point to hide it
My pain subsided
My soul divided
I make music spiritually never lyrically
I just started last summer but I know you feeling me
Give me a year or two I’ll take over this industry
I know I’m cocky but I won’t let it get to me
Started from the bottom you can't take spit from me
I talk big things
I got big dreams
I’ll never switch teams
Gotta make ends meet
How my heart so cold but I still duck heat
It’s confusing me
I make music to suppress the urges not the mass
Driving blind with the foot on the gas
Got too much at stake I’m not getting a pass
I came in first I’ll never be last
Word to that
Look
I reside in the hatred
Fell in love with the hatred
I was born from the hatred
Two sides stuck at war
I’m in the matrix
I tell a story like Socrates
I speak from the heart while all this pain topples me
There ain’t no stopping me
My father was a hustler he can vouch for me
Gotta work for this money can’t get an ounce for free
I got a good heart but they stay denouncing me
They harassing me
They keep passing me
Every time I speak it seems like blasphemy
I'm dodging shots that you send after me
You can't kill me
I ain't going out that easy
Please believe me this life ain't easy
Took pills to stop the pain
Been sober for three years now
Still shedding tears though
By 2023 I pray to god I'll let all my fears go
Might not be here though
That's just how life goes
Will I be a star nobody knows
I just pray for my soul
Yeah
Word to that...