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I think it's all too much
For retrospective coping
It eludes me, now more than ever
Recounting meaning is far too demanding

I wanna dream, find things far beyond you
Remember why I'm alive
Confide in something gentle
Keep it close when I'm stable
Drift off, feel entangled
Reap insight from outstretched hands
Do I know I'm alright?
Forced interest in all that's left
I'm here, I'll breathe with spite
This is all that's left for me
I don't want to be alright
Rеjecting all that's left
I'm herе, I'll breathe with spite
Inadequate, wasting time

(i can't grapple with everything, cutting the act
I'd rip what's pretty and throw it up intact)

I can't grapple with everything, cutting the act
I'd rip what's pretty and throw it up intact
Like autumn sheets I'm pulled towards an exit
Hands are still, I can't change this
I'm haunted by something within me
But I know what keeps me going
Helpless, just take me at your side
Your hand around mine

I think I'll work my way out
Take care of what I can
A cyclical system
Assures that I'll blossom once more