​count to ten

I'll remain in the time I've been through
Blurring lines that keep me alive
Though I can't seem to find
Somewhere to rest my head
I can take it for a little bit longer
It's okay to retrace
Too many steps sometimes
Because home never felt so unstable
And I'll take some time
Learn how to figure it out
And we'll keep in touch if we're able
And I'll be gone by tomorrow
You'll count to ten
But this time I won't see
How this ends

Take note of a feeling
Derived from winter air
Its skies embrace me at their core
Kind hands could lead me through
Remind me that I'm not broken
I'll blossom, ease a longing heart