Ego death

Ay ya
Transcend, yeah
I been with a candle-flame dancing, yeah
Imma chase the bands like a deadhead, yeah
Imma make it there and it's dead set
Yeah and i'm still in my bedroom, yeah

And I
I'm not going outside
I might just hotbox the room
And get my laptop second hand high
Finna trip my ass off panic and die

Its a better day
When i'm talking to you
I can't use my brain
I can't think, I was used
What else can I say
Why can't we just make a truce
All these enemy's
Tryna put an end to me
All this stress
Got me second guessing myself I'm a mess
Get up in my chest when I'm talking to you
I just lose my breath
When I'm talking to you I don't make no sense
What I say it just comes out wrong
Yeah and I
I don't even think no-one can fix me
I left my heart in 2016
Everything changed back when I was 16
Yeah

Now I
I been going outside
I might just smoke a whole q
And get my backyard second hand high
Finna trip my ass off panic and freak out

Hope it don't take me down
Hope it don't freak me out
Let the plane crash peace out
I was just spacing out
While trying not to think about
Hoping i don't fade out
Yeah
Burn it till it fade out
Imma make a band without leaving my house
And you're wondering what i'm geekin' about
Don't got all the answers i'm still figuring it out
Fake out
Now we don't hang out
I had to accept no-one but me would hold me down
Now they count me in but then they were leaving me out
Told em wait up
Nobody waited 'round

And I
I'm not going outside
I might just hotbox the room
And get my laptop second hand high
Got up out that bedroom like maybe its time
Now I
I been going outside
I might just smoke a whole q
And get my backyard second hand high
I stopped looking down now I been looking at the sky