EGO

Because of you I'm terrified of people
I avoid conversation in passing
Because I'm afraid I'm always the only one who holds on
I don't wanna let them in
I don't wanna let you go
I haven't had a chance to forget you yet
I haven't found a way to withdraw myself yet
I don't want to be left behind again
I don't want to fall in love again
Because of you love in my only weakness
The only reason I stay up late at night thinking of everything I shouldn't
Wondering why we couldn't make this right
Wondering how you thought this was best for us
As if you didn't already know
I thought you were best for me
You must have loved me at some point
You mustn't forget the truth you vowed to never stop trying
When and how could you forget our roots
We planned to always be together
Was the weather really that bad
When did you learn that I wasn't worth it
Are you happy with your new location
I want to hear your lies again
I can hear the prayer in them
Give me something to believe in
Give me pain to grow from
And memories to forget
Give me hope
I'm not afraid to get my heart broken by you
I know the feeling
Only this time I'll be prepared
I'll volunteer
I'll tell myself it's okay
To love again
I'll tell myself it's okay to love again