Ecstasy

Fly home when its over
Cry slow wish that i could do this all again
Babygirl i promise you ain't never know none
Of all the shit thats goin on inside my fuckin head
Ecstasy will you leave me with some peace of mind
If i decide its time to flee and leave this place behind
Yeah
If i show u what u hope for
Realize it ain't for show and play this song again

Please stop
I tried
So why u wonder why
When im fine then its like i always relapse
Dont think i ever been the same since back when i was young
Sleep lots and lots
I always pass the time
So when im asked about shit i needa recap
I guess i never had a thing to say about whats been up
My doctor called
Im pissed off a lot fucked up GI been makin me mad
And everyday i wake up anxious over whats goin on
My moma talks
And try to calm my mind
Sometimes its like i needa relax
I really hate to say some days i wish that i wasn't born