​dying ember

Feeling rotten
Everyday laying in a coffin
Down bad poisoned with toxin
Always feeling leeched out
Never can i reach for you

Really damaged me
Yeah i’m scavenging the magic of this alchemy
That brought us close together but you’ve banished me
Now my head can’t ever keep quiet
Tell me can you speak to me?

The moon stops shining
Cause you know i’m not here
And your mind full of terrors
But i know you’re not scared
Don't surrender your heart
For that's all that i fear
But my words won’t ever reach you baby
For i know it's just air

I remember in the bleak of december
Loneliness was peering in your chamber
The feelings grew with each dying ember
Don’t leave me on my own, see you later
You remember in the bleak of december
Loneliness was peering in your chamber
The feelings grew with each dying ember
I’m coming with you, see you later

I didn’t mean to leave you like that
For how you feeling now is my bad
I didn’t mean to make you go mad
Every smile or look you have screams
“i’m so sad”

Never ending, yeah right
Day to day till it fades away
Like “that’s life”
Rot away in a grave under the pale skies
Let it rain let it rain until your eyes dry

Let my heart be still for a moment
Trynna win you back but i’m losing
Tell me how am i supposed to fucking do this
I’m clueless
Mhmmmmmhmm hmm
Burn me till ashes
Mhmmmmmmm
Without you then that’s it
This is my deathwish

The moon stops shining
Cause you know i’m not here
And your mind full of terrors
But i know you’re not scared
Dont surrender your heart
For thats all that i fear
But my words won’t ever reach you baby
For i know its just air

I remember in the bleak of december
Loneliness was peering in your chamber
The feelings grew with each dying ember
Don’t leave me on own, see you later
You remember in the bleak of december
Loneliness was peering in your chamber
The feelings grew with each dying ember
I’m coming with you, see you later