​bed of knives

Can you feel it now?
The blade that’s resting in my lungs
Can’t seem to get it out
Can you hear me now?
I know you can’t but for some reason
I’m still screaming out
For you

My minds playing games with me at night
Oh i’m unstable
Burning in this cold world of mine alone
And you’re my saviour

It’s like
I can hardly speak when i enter the night
If it’s not you that i seek then i’m empty and blind
I can hardly breathe now i’m barely alive
Right at the edge of the knife is my reflection

I’m so fucking scared
( hear me now )
Sunken at the bottom of despair
( falling down )

I’m done
I’m stressed out
I’m glared at
I’m sketched out
Feel wretched
Redress now
All deadened
Express how?

It’s like
I can hardly speak when i enter the night
If it’s not you that i seek then i’m empty and blind
I can hardly breathe now i’m barely alive
Right at the edge of the knife is my reflection

It’s like
I can hardly speak when i enter the night
I can hardly breathe now i’m barely alive

U left me for dead
When i needed you most
(bed of knives closer now i move near it )
Guess it wasn’t true
When u said we’ll stay close