this is a song about the aftermath of being trapped in a sexually abusive relationship that undermines and completely invalidates your identity as an individual. it details the first stages of the healing process; the part where you’ve just escaped and are left with a gaping void.
[Refrain]
Day in and day out
Where did all that time go
Night fell and the sky burned out
Reduced to nothing (but I still feel it)
Crystallized in a place that don't exist
In a foggy mist somewhere (nowhere)
Fade in and fade out
Lose grip of my conscious
The sky’s falling to the ground
I missed the solace
I see a face I thought I’d know by now
Feet cold from the bathroom floor
(No understanding of what is now)
[Verse 1]
And it shakes me to my core
Some day I’ll redefine my worth
But I can't find the strength
Just give me time
(The sun sets on the skyline, reminisce on a better time)
Or another life
(The sun sets on the skyline, reminisce on a better time)
[Refrain]
Day in and day out
Where did all that time go
Night fell and the sky burned out
Reduced to nothing (but I still feel-)